This will be my first year celebrating CNY elsewhere... We will be leaving to Bintan on the 1st day of CNY... get away from all the stress... i realli need a break...

Things are getting a bit out of hand... me getting very stressed up... tears anytime jus roll down... work... relationship... i cant handle all anymore... no one i can tok to at all... to tell my upsettness... hav to always put on a strong front to show others... tired of all this... y do i always tink of others first b4 myself... and never get appreciated...

Anyway... goin Bintan for 4 days then on the 9th day goin over to Genting for golf... HAHA!!! My Fav besides Scuba!!! haha... Hopefully i will b able to enjoy myself to the fullest... then back to Sin to "FIGHT" again!!!