Time flies... Rem last fri I at Mt E waiting for my op to carry my bb out to this world. Was waiting anxiously at the op theatre for my gyn to reach, excited and anxious...

The very first thing in my mind when I was awake was hubby and bb... the anesthesia was gone the moment I was awake... simply cant take the pain on my tummy... the stitches, the cuts... yeek... the pain is so different from my first boy... I was so happy to see hubby when I was transported back in my ward... a kiss from him release me from my pain...

Little Prince Javier was 3.89kg... huge bb but not as huge as Prince Jacob... he was 4.03kg... hehe but it seems like I always have huge bb... feel so happy to see him... Prince Jacob even kiss Little Javier... so sweet... I'm so glad to have them in my life...

But the bad news is Little Javier had to be NICU for observation... this news makes me so upset... he pass motion in my tummy and breathe in the virus... now his lungs are infected... got to take antibiotics for few days... his breathing is too fast and also his oxygen level in his blood is too low... tears ran down my cheeks everytime when I visit him... Seeing him with lots of tubes in him... hurts me deeply... if I would to bring him out to the world earlier perhaps he would not have to suffer all this...

I went to visit him yesterday... miss him so much... miss carrying him in my arms so much... looked so much like korkor Jacob... his little mouth look so much like hubby and korkor Jacob... they all love to play with their mouths...

I am also very lucky to have hubby auntie to help out in my shop... having her there really boost my sales up... thanks to her... I can at least rest my mind for my shop...

Doctor had called in the morning... GOOD NEWS!!! Prince Javier can be discharged either tml or sun... YEAH!!! Had an appointment to remove my stitches tml then can go straight to fetch bb... so excited for tml... Beta sleep early tonight... have enough rest to see him tml... Yippie!!!